The City That Never Sleeps
Image and video hosting by TinyPic Welcome to my blog. I respond to Angela. This is a blog that is probably never genuinely happy and a tad deep...but read on.




posted : Tuesday, November 8, 2011
title : The fears of inadequacy and failing as a human

Its what high school does,
It changes people, into the person 
they said they would never become
So I was cooking dumplings in the afternoon and while I was waiting for the water to boil i decided to look out at the window and what do i see? I saw a white dog being swept along the river by the water current across from the bridge and then disappearing from sight. I literally stood there for another minute or two just gaping at the sight cause i was so shocked. Now all i can think about is the dog. Soo sad cause it most likely drowned. ;(
Anywayzz I got bored today so I decided to bake my first ever cake. Yes, I know its shocking but honestly I have never baked in my life before. The cheese cake I tried to make turned out surprisingly ok. I think.
My piano teacher wants me to play in the Christmas concert that his holding at the Conservatorium of music. I told him I get stage fright but the he goes " Oh don't worry I'll be with you on stage to turn your music sheets". ==". I think I hate him now.
SC is nearly over now. Only the computing skills test to go then I'm done and free! Yay!!
                                                         Baby Minnie Mouse <3
I think recently I'm getting back into the addiction of stuffed toys again. Ohmigod I just can't resist hugging every single cotton filled animal when I walk past then at the shopping centres. Arghh there adorable little eyes begging to be taken to a home. Too bad I chucked out all of my toys when i moved houses. The one and only stuffed toy i have in my room is this small white bear that i got for Xmas that i rarely touch because well...it doesn't make me "feel" anything. I love gifts and stuff toys with meaning, ones that make me think of something special. And a white Xmas bear that i got from a distant family friend just doesn't cut it.