Welcome to my blog. I respond to Angela. This is a blog that is probably never genuinely happy and a tad deep...but read on.
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posted : Friday, October 7, 2011
title : Nothing will ever be the same again.
 I need to stop. I need to stop doing this. It bad for me I know. It will ruin me I know. But why? Why can’t I stop? Because it’s the only way to make me feel better. How can something that supposedly makes you feel good fuck you up at the same time? Currently sporting a massive bruise on my right rib because my dog decided to pounce on me…for fun. Imagine a little girl getting a 60kg Rottweiler jump on her. The end result? Not good. School starts on Tuesday, though I must say I am dreading the senior uniform. I got it tailored to the exact length of my old dress, maybe an inch longer but I still look like a nun. My holidays this time has been eventful. Some in good ways some in bad but then again, good and bad always come in the same package. There is nothing to blog about these days. Unless you want to hear my sob stories, but then I don’t want to share. I cried when you left. Now I'm living in a house of cards that will come tumbling down with one blow. I'll dance by myself in this empty room. I'll sing to myself a quiet lullaby and pray that you come back soon. |
A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face~
