Welcome to my blog. I respond to Angela. This is a blog that is probably never genuinely happy and a tad deep...but read on.
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posted : Thursday, October 27, 2011
title : I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna get lost and I don't know why.
 When life gets the better of you, what are you going to do? Are you going to just fall down and break like fragile pieces of glass? No you’re going to stand back up and rebuild yourself with more walls to protect yourself. The more you fall the harder you get. But what happens when you start to get lonely inside those high walls you’ve built? What happens when no one is able to get through your walls? Are you going to die with no one around you but your walls? You can never win the game that fate built for you… Arghh everything in school seems so bludge nowadays. I feel like relaxing and chilling in every single class and I’ve gotten into the habit of sleeping in English (my teacher’s on old lady so she can’t see me sleeping even though I sit at the front). My maths classes are spent with me daydreaming at the back of the class and my Chinese lessons with me daydreaming at the FRONT of the class. Ohh SC coming up but strangely I haven’t been anxious yet….YET. There’s a 99.555% chance that I’ll start freaking out the night before. P.S The only reason I sleep I English is because my teacher (despite the fact that she’s getting close to well…dying) is able to talk on the same subject for over 45 minutes straight. I swear she could totally win the impromptu speaking prize for being able to talk that long off the top of her head. Lately I have been sleeping with wet hair EVERY single night. This is pretty unusual for me because I use to think sleeping with wet hair will give me migraines when I got older but now…meh I honestly couldn’t care less. Well that’s not entirely true. I care A HELL OF A LOT when I wake up in the morning with a bird's nest that I call hair. Ohhh so excited granny is coming home from overseas and she said she got me prezziess! Haha before she left I gave her a long long list of things to get me from overseas and it looks like she managed to get them all!! YAYYYY! Anywayss i should be sleeping now. xoxoxo |
A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face~
