The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : Saturday, September 10, 2011
title : When will the day come when i look into the mirror and I like what I see and who I am?

Its ironic because that's how I live my life. I smile on the outside, and everyone thinks I'm doing fine but I'm always dying inside, always one step away from the edge you know? I can't be happy to be who I am because I don't know who I am anymore.


Another week has flown by. Every day is a step closer to exams and also a step closer to the HOLIDAYS! I really should me studying now but every time I sit down to study I tend to procrastinate.
Technology and electronic devices play a major part in my life. Without them I would like die. No joke. A couple of my all time favourites and I would be totally lost without them are:
  • Vacuum cleaner: Yes you read it right. A vacuum cleaner is soo important to me because in my free times I have this tendency to walk around my room with it sucking up tiny bits of dust that may have found its way into the corners of my room or my hair that has fallen whilst brushing. Though I must admit every time I find a bit of hair to suck I up I fall into a deep depression because I’m convinced that I am going bald.
  • Clothes steamer: My steamer is my favourite because this handheld piece of technology is what keeps my clothes wrinkle free and lint free. Sometimes to my dismay when I pull out clothes from my wardrobe that I want to wear on the day I will see wrinkles or dust on it. But in a few minutes with my steamer it is all gone!! Easy to set up, easy to use and totally beats the stupid iron.
  • Iphone: My phone. My life. Enough said.
  • Laptop: Do I really need to explain how important my laptop is? If you don’t rely heavily on your laptop, then dude you are still living in the Stone Age.
  • Hairdryer: Because Angela Cai has developed a rather bad habit of washing her hair at 1am in the morning. Though I try my best not to use it too much because I worry it will dry out my hair.

Trying to find a formal dress gives me a migraine. After countless stores and change rooms I still haven’t found the perfect dress that screams MEE! Nope, the David Jones dresses are ghastly, the boutiques I have set foot into either have dresses that are made out of shit material or have gigantic sequins or diamantes sewn on them. Ahh well I still have plenty of time but everyday that passes feels like times running out.
Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.


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