The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : Sunday, September 25, 2011
title : I'm often silent when I am screaming inside.


Damaged people are the most dangerous. They know they can survive anything.

I am finally on holidays! My last exam finished on Thursday which was Chinese and I swear to god I failed that exam and its soo sad cause I actually studied for it :(

(Formal dress rant coming up, close this if you do not want to endure the pain)

So now I am in stress mode because I am convinced I will never find my formal dress. Like I am not worried about the shoes or clutch or anything, but the dress is like OMFG! I just can’t find my perfect one. I really don’t want to buy online cause I will be paranoid about the material and fitting. FUUCCCKK MYY LIIFFEE! I now regret rejecting to go to Taiwan with my grandparents… I could’ve bought my formal dress there >< On the brighter side thought I am going formal shopping on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday XD

On Friday I had to go get a blood test ( I swear this has been my like third blood test for the year). One thing you guys should know. I. HATE. BLOOD. TESTS. Its not that it hurts or anything but I just get myself so worked up 1 hr before the test by the time I go in I’m ready to faint. They took 5 tubes from me which was way better then the ten tubes they took from my grandpa ><. That night I ended up playing 4 hrs of piano…and I don’t even know why I played for so long.

Anita, Sanghee and I decided to do our Commerce project on Saturday We chose to do fashion co-ordinator as a career and Angela Cai was the model…in the cold cold weather. As you guys may know it was a gloomy, chilly and rainy day on Saturday and the photo theme we had chosen was spring. So I had to wear dresses and shorts and put a pissed look on my face for the shoot ( I wasn’t even allowed to twitch my lips) and then I had to blow a dandelion gracefully ( except I looked like a puffa fish every time I tried). Well not surprisingly after that shoot well…that night I got sick. My voice now sounds crap and I have a seriously blocked nose.
Byeess time to wallow in my own misery. xoxoxo
6:21 PM