Welcome to my blog. I respond to Angela. This is a blog that is probably never genuinely happy and a tad deep...but read on.
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posted : Tuesday, August 23, 2011
title : Pain is there to remind you that your still alive
 “I know it seems like I’m a strong person who can get through anything, but inside I’m fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering” Things break all the time. Glasses, dishes and finger nails. You can break the ice, break the record. Chains can be broken so can silence. Promises break. Hearts break. We break. I figured that we human beings are one of the frailest things on earth. One wrong word from a friend taken deep to our hearts can shatter us; one hurtful word from the person we love will stick in our mind forever. A sentence is all it takes to make us cry. The words fat, ugly, stupid, useless, unwanted, unloved, trash can cut into our hearts deeper than a sharpened blade. The simple word “ I hate you” could lead to suicide. So you see glasses, dishes and fingernails all require force to be broken. Silence, promises and hearts all break because of words spoken. It’s best to keep your words to yourself that way you won’t kill someone, and others won’t use your words to kill you. I think that my abdomen has been playing up again. Last Friday night was the night that I slept the earliest in the past 6-7 years? I went to bed at 7:30 because I felt sick and had abdomen pains and slept straight through to 10 the next day. I thought that sleeping for so long I would wake up, look into the mirror and see a beautiful girl. I mean why else would they call it beauty sleep? But when I woke up on Saturday morning and looked into the mirror I wasn’t pleased. To top it off I had a massive headache and blurry vision. So I have to say that sleeping for too long only made me feel worse. Thank god shopping cured it all XD Why is it that I feel tired all the time but when I sleep for to long I feel awful? My online shopping still hasn’t arrived yet!! WHERE IS MY MUCH ANTICIPATED IPHONE CASE!? Stupid people take 100000000 years to send one single measly phone case ==” A friend once told me “The deepest people are the ones who have been hurt the most”.  |
A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face~
