The City That Never Sleeps
Image and video hosting by TinyPic Welcome to my blog. I respond to Angela. This is a blog that is probably never genuinely happy and a tad deep...but read on.




posted : Monday, August 1, 2011
title : It's just hard to lose someone, no matter how much or little they meant at the time.

Jo gave me permission to do these survey questions that were originally from her blog. XD

CAN YOU RECALL THE LAST TIME YOU WERE DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS?
Yeah, last week. But I wasn’t off my ass

IS THERE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN "BEST FRIEND" AND "GOOD FRIEND"?
Yes of course. A best friend’s chance of betraying you is…2/10 but then a good friend’s chance of betraying you is 7/10.

ARE YOU AFRAID OF CLOWNS?
I FUCKING HATE CLOWNS!

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX GAVE YOU A HUG?
Haha yesterday!!! A guy who works for my mum but his also a good friend.

CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR TOES?
Yupz…I think it’s because I have short legs…

DO YOU TALK TO WALLS OFTEN?
No, I’m not schizophrenic

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A RECURRING NIGHTMARE?
Yes. I go on the Ferris wheel then suddenly I get stuck on the top of it and when I look down no-one is there so I try to climb down by myself. The dream always ends with me falling…

IS SILENCE REALLY GOLDEN?
I like my own quiet time and everything to be peaceful but other than that no I’m not such a big fan of silence. It makes me feel lonely.


WHAT DID YOU DO A WEEK AGO TONIGHT?
I went out to dinner

DO YOU HAVE ANY INTERESTING TATTOOS/PIERCING?
Nupz, but I really want a tattoo on my waist and a belly button piercing

ARE YOU AFRAID TO GROW UP?
No, I look forward to growing up


CAN YOU COUNT PAST 100?
Yesh

WHAT LANGUAGE ARE YOU TAKING?
Chinese

HOW ARE YOUR GRADES?
Shiiitt…actually they are average but in Asian world I am screwed.

ANY UPCOMING VACATIONS?
Nope

WOULD YOU CALL YOURSELF SMART?
I’d call myself average


DO YOU LIKE TO READ?
OMG I love to read!!! When I was younger I use to read while I was walking, eating under the covers at night, doing homework or in the car.

DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF NIKES?
Yes

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY?
My fav hobbies are anything to do with music, reading, shopping, daydreaming.


DO YOU SLEEP WITH THE LIGHTS ON OR OFF?
Off.

DO YOU SLEEP WITH THE DOOR OPENED OR CLOSED?
Closed and locked. God knows if some pedo will wonder into my room when I’m sleeping plus I need privacy.


HAVE YOU EVER TOUCHED AN ELEPHANT?
Noooo…I would like to go to Thailand and MAYBE ride an elephant though

WHO DO YOU HATE?
I hate people who bitch about their OWN friends. Because  c’mon your are FRIENDS if you don’t like something or have some issue then say it to their face maybe they will change otherwise you’re going to have to go through your school life with a friend who has something you don’t like about her and she won’t ever know. But if she ever finds out you’ve bitched about her to others then she’ll be hurt and pissed as well.

WHO HAS YOUR HEART?
I don’t have a heart XD Nah jokes. No-one has my heart. No-one will EVER have my heart

DOES ANYONE DISLIKE YOU?
Most likely

DO YOU CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF YOU?
Actually I care very much what people think about me because if they think bad things about me or hear rumours that aren’t true they might end up hating me for something I didn’t even know existed.  Which is why I prefer to talk it out.


WHAT DO YOU HEAR?
Silence

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
  • I’m afraid of people misunderstanding me
  • Being betrayed by my closest friends
  • Being a failure
  • Disappointing my parents
  • People close to me passing away


WHO WERE YOU WITH TWO NIGHTS AGO?
My dog, Tiger

DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE WALKS?
Yes I LOVE to take walks…at night with no sun shining down on me. Though sometimes I’m afraid of the dark so I take my dog with me.

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HAIR?
Yes…sometimes.   

WHAT DO YOU WANT?
What do I want? What do you mean what do I want? Like materialistic things or personal things?

OK for materialistic I want:
An iPad

For personal:
I want to be able to easily trust again. To be more pure in the heart I guess? I also want to not be hurt so easily. Because sometimes friends or family say things that, simple things that can still easily hurt me even though I don’t show it.


WHAT’S ON YOUR MIND TODAY?
I just started learning this piano exam piece : “Beethoven Pathetique Sonata in Cminor No.8 Op.13”  AND ITS SO AWESOME!! So yeah that songs suck in my head.

 

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?
Sleeeeeep



WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE UNDER THE INFLUENCE?
Under the influence? Like under the influence of alcohol or drugs?

WHAT'S THE LAST SONG YOU SANG OUT LOUD?
Yu jian. A chinese song that I have just finished memorising XD
 

WHERE DID YOU LAST GO OUT TO EAT AND WITH WHO?
Went out for dinner two nights ago with family

PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Paint my nail and play the piano XD 

PLANS FOR TOMORROW?
Schoool

WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS WOULD BE A GOOD HOOKER?
Uhhhh……

HAVE YOU EVER HAD ANY FRIENDS THAT CRIED IN SCHOOL?
Yes

CAN YOU SAY YOU'RE HAPPY?
Depends

CAN YOU LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE READING A BOOK?
NO!

DO YOU THINK YOU GIVE GOOD HUGS?
If im happy to see that person or if I'm comforting someone then yes.

ARE MONDAY MORNINGS THE HARDEST MORNINGS TO WAKE UP TO?
Nope

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED?
Vanesse

IF YOU COULD DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Become a person of my choice…forever

WOULD YOU GO BACK IN TIME IF YOU WERE GIVEN THE CHANCE?
Yes I would, I would go back and make different choices to what I have made

DO YOU PLAN ON MOVING IN THE NEXT YEAR?
Nope


WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT TEN LAST NIGHT?
Whatta stalker….I was out.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON’S VOICE YOU HEARD?
My grandpa telling me to eat dinner…

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED
NEVERRRRRR…..ok yesterday when I put my contacts in….

WHAT CAN ALWAYS PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE?
When I ‘m having fun from friends, when I go shopping, when I get surprises.


MEET ANY NEW PEOPLE THIS YEAR?
Of course!

WHICH DO YOU PREFER: THE COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?
The computer. Hehe watching dramas on it XD

DO YOU KISS ON THE FIRST DATE?
Uhh nope. I wouldn’t kiss on the second, third, fourth, of fifth date either.



SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU WERE GOOD AT?
Time management, being a better friend, and uhh….school work and concentration.

HOW OLD DO YOU THINK YOU’LL BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED?
22-27

GUYS WITH LONG HAIR: YAY OR NAY?
NOOOO


GUYS WITH TATTOOS: YAY OR NAY?
NOOOO

WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU'RE OLDER?
An apartment in the city with a great view. I love how busy the city is even at night and I also love the city lights

DO YOU LIKE THE IDEA OF PROMISE RINGS IN RELATIONSHIPS?
No…because what the hell are you promising in the first place? To stay together and love each other forever? BULLSHIT! Rings only when engaged or married.

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED IN A CHURCH OR SOMEWHERE ELSE?
Hmmm…yes a church, or the beach

DO LOOKS MATTER IN A GUY?
They sort of matter, but I want personality more. So 4/10 for looks and 6/10 for personality?

COULD YOU EVER FORGIVE A CHEATER?
I would never, ever forgive a cheat

DO YOU TREAT YOUR PETS LIKE FAMILY MEMBERS?
Yes…well sort of. I mean my dog isn’t allowed in the house but I tell him everything.

CAN YOU MAKE COOKIES FROM SCRATCH?
Nope i can't bake at all. I can only cook.

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED SINCE THIS YEAR?
I've learnt that:
  • Sometimes when the people you expect to kick you when your down are the ones that help you get back up.
  • That no matter how good a friend is they are going to hurt you once in a while and you have to try and learn to forgive that.
  • We don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
  • Either you control your attitude or it controls you.