Welcome to my blog. I respond to Angela. This is a blog that is probably never genuinely happy and a tad deep...but read on.
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posted : Friday, July 22, 2011
title : Betrayal is the only truth that sticks
 “Betrayal betrays the betrayer”. This is my favourite saying, because I think it relates to a lot to people. If you betray your friend by bitching about them behind their back then you can be sure that when the friend finds out she will betray you too. As the old saying goes “What comes around, goes around” So think carefully before you open your mouth because the person you are stabbing in the back ALWAYS finds out either through the person you bitched to her about or through a friend of a friend of a friend. I know that I always find out. Maybe not instantly, maybe days, weeks or months later but when I find out I guarantee you the blade I stick in you will hurt more. You might not feel it or know that I know but when the blade slowly inches forward towards the centre of your heart you will feel the extent of my anger and hurt. Tonight we went out to dinner again. My mum told me about this sweet called “Slim” that makes you feel full because it contains 40% natural bioactive soluble dietary fibre which is highly beneficial to weight management. So before I went out to dinner I ate one and lo and behold I FIND MYSELF NOT HUNGRY AT ALL! So I made my mum order like five boxes of these so I won’t eat as much.  While we were walking into the restaurant I saw a beggar sitting out in the rain and cold moaning out loud and staring straight at me. It made me feel sad that while we think our life is fucked at the moment there are people living and sleeping out in the cold wet night. With the thoughts running through my head, I can't fall asleep. I'm not upset that you lied to me and bitched about me, I'm upset that from now on I can't trust you. |
A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face~
