Welcome to my blog. I respond to Angela. This is a blog that is probably never genuinely happy and a tad deep...but read on.
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posted : Sunday, June 26, 2011
title : When you quit fearing pain, when you learn to love the pain, you will lose all fear of everything.
 People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear. I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled the one who could brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own. Ohkay so now that it’s the holidays, I’m going to go on this massive diet plan because being home alone means that no one sees your eating habits. Like at school its so hard to not eat because at recess and lunch everywhere you turn people are EATING!! So at home with tonnes of things to distract me and no-one around to tempt me I can officially lose my blubber. Goals weight for this holiday: 40kg. I recently got motivated into reading classic novels again. I looked at my books shelf and decided that I needed more books to make it look pretty so I made a massive list of books I want to buy. I;m a bit obsessed with Jodi Picoult books because mostly her books are a quiet sad and very deep. I ‘ve yet to come across any of her books which end on a happy note. Plans for this holiday:
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A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face~
