Welcome to my blog. I respond to Angela. This is a blog that is probably never genuinely happy and a tad deep...but read on.
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posted : Saturday, May 14, 2011
title : There are hurts so deep that one cannot reach them or heal them with words
“Best friends are people you don't need to talk to every single day. You don't need to talk to each other for weeks, but when you do, it's as if you didn't even stop talking. Well, everyone would want a best friend. But do we have the guts to admit that? After a billion of times we've been lied, cheated and betrayed, would it be that easy to gain that connection, ever again? The connection of trust, loyalty, and friendship. Nowadays, we can barely trust ourselves, how are we suppose to trust others?” Today was basketball match against SCEGGS. We lost but improved so much. Haha soo happy the score was like 10:22 so much better than the 6:42 we got last week. After basketball Bella and I went yumcha with my parents. Nearly died of food overload as they tried to get us to eat as much as possible. We decided to order a bowl of jelly that was so colourful and pretty, was going to take a pic of it but then decided our camera skills were fail. I’m currently home alone at the moment. Woke up from my afternoon nap and found parents and grandparents gone ==. I hate being home alone. Makes me feel so lonely plus its so dark outside. Thank god for Tiger my Rottweiler who keeps me company and guards the house. Bella came over to my house today took one look at my dog giving her death stares ,growling and barking then said “ I’m scared of your dog, His so ugly and scary!!!” Well at least I know that my dog makes a good guard dog that way XD HEHE Its so cold nowadays at night that it takes two water bottles and my heater turned on max to keep me warm. I love how at night you can climb into a warm bed and fall asleep immediately but I hate how in the morning it’s so hard to wake up and get dressed cause its so cold. I literally take 45mins to fully wake up and get dressed because I have to wake up and turn on the heater first and wait for it to heat the whole room before I’m willing to climb out of bed. Pros and cons of the hot water bottle Pro: Its keeps you warm and lasts for a long time Con: You burn yourself while attempting to fill up two hot water bottles My piano teacher last night stayed till 9:00. Its was freezing cold and took so much effort to concentrate on my playing, my hands were literally frozen. I love playing the piano it takes me into a world of my own and you can forget reality just for while. I hate playing any kind of songs that even hint at happiness. My types of songs have to be depressing, sad, sorrowful, bitter sweet or angry. Those are the only type of songs that I can fully pour my emotions into. Folk songs and jazz make me want to kill people. My favourite piece at the moment to play is called “ As ballad” by Yorgos Kazantzis. Watch the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEgL6McDc6o It’s a beautiful piece that brings out your deepest emotions and moves you completely. Its amazing how I seem to have no time to do my assignments but can find the time to blog. Ciao! xoxox |
A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face~
